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leaving on a jetplane

shows, new music, improvising

 

lots to talk on this month, so here's a TDLR if you just want bullet points


SHOWS THIS WEEK


TLDR

 

february is for mindmelting

there are so many drop-dead gorgeous things about !🤸‍♀️LIVING🤸‍♀️!


like licking the static straight off a tube television or eating a tree trunk that has the texture of cake fondant.



(although, not technically possible unless you fondant the tree yourself - but that isn't really the point).

I had a professor once ask "do you think or feel when you improvise?" (nature vs. nurture, intention vs flow), and it somehow feels related to this video on automatic drawing a friend recently sent.


when you let your mind wander where does it go? - is it some psychosomatic subconscious iteration, a dreamstate, literal stream of thought bubbles? Do you even try to understand why your mind takes you th/where, or let it be a momentary fleet of inner tubes, in waterslides, swishing merrily onwards?


that, to me, is why I love improvising so much. It's imperative, it's fundamentally present, and once the moment's finished its over - no going back and tweaking, or recreating, or rerecording track on track on track. It is what it is; you eat, swallow, and repeat.


(also if you want to hear this month's improvised thoughts/music ep, february, its now live)

 

live from Chicago w/StretchMetal

on this topic, last September I had the immense pleasure of returning to StretchMetal's Drone Rodeo series at The Hideout.


When it comes to live sets sometimes I struggle with wanting to predetermine the setlist oh-so-meticulously to ensure that even the improvised bits have structures or forms to work with. I'll put together a list of tunes and interlude ideas alongside which cassette options could work where, and then practice getting in and out of patches.


In some ways this has been a great way to expand an improvised practice outside of the free improv / contemporary classical scene I was rooted in - I have 'pieces' that I 'play' that are somewhat recognizable even if the details change show to show (ie jellygoo + literally everything I've released). But within this, I do sometimes find it hard keeping things feeling as 'fresh' as they do when you first improvise it - or atleast grounded to that sparky impetus thoughtfeel that birthed the piece to begin with.


Finding that balance in structure vs. free is tricky - it reminds me of when I'd prep for classical juries and my teacher would remind me to only practice without emotion the day-of a performance, otherwise I'll have none left when the audience arrives.

All this to say - this is one of the few recent sets where I felt like I was able to find that balance. Structured enough to give me a bowl, and loose enough to allow me to fill it with what was presently imperative - and in that I'd like to think we all shared that lil momentary magic of breathing space together. I hope you enjoy <3


yea yea yea I know I'm a romantic goon, ok,

 

onto fun recommends!

  • "I found myself forced to search for a way to sing other people's lyrics that felt honest and real." heartfelt, cozy, justin orok's recent album Debt

  • yes this is absolute KFC propaganda, but for the love of all that is finger lickin' good, have yourself a funny valentines day with the classic dating sim I love you, Colonel Sanders.

  • some silly harp + synth valentines to print, email, +/or share w/friends

  • more proof Lara Croft is a harpist (don't call me a lyre)

 

thx for reading, as always

<3 grace

 

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